Wednesday, August 2, 2017

So! Did you apply for the grant?!

No, I didn't apply for that again.  I appreciated the opportunity I was awarded in 2014. It was a catalyst to my artistic Pittsburgh experience. (http://www.hoteptheartist.com) I would suggest that you apply as a part of your professional journey. You should really prepare and apply. I learned soooooo much from that experience! It can also be alot of pressure.

I paid many fellow artists from that award, and Pittsburgh People don't always do that. 

I'm thankful for the thorough members in my community who add to my merit, reputation, and resume. Y'all give me opportunity to express my creativity and make connections that carry me to the next moment. I enjoy creatively serving with you.

Living with my father, mother, and son daily is an honor and a sacrifice outside of Pittsburgh. I've been able to create because of solitude, and I've been limited in creativity because of the lack of solitude. Many times I wanna scream. Many times I just be real quiet. #pisces

I find my Heaven in Pittsburgh homes, parks, streets, diners, and bars. I find my Heaven in front of classrooms full of smiling brown children. I find my Heaven outside on the trails and on the floor with my son. I find Heaven giving kisses to my father from all of Your virtual kisses online #Helphowardheal. I find Heaven in being at the right place at the right time.

I find Hell when I forget my blessings. I find Hell when I doubt myself. I find Hell when I focus on the blatant injustices I've faced as a Black Woman in Pittsburgh (lived Northside 10yrs) I find Hell when I can't focus, or when I'm late or unprepared.

I find Heaven in my alarms on my phone. I find Heaven when I write.
I find Heaven when I remember the myths about money.
I find Heaven when I sit alone with God.

I didn't know this is where this post would lead, and I know this was supposed to be about my arts journey as #HoteptheArtist in Pittsburgh. Hmm I guess it still is. Because instead of turning in my grant application. I let my 7th grade son draw emojis on each one of my toes, and instead of opening my laptop, I chose to give him a few tattoos, and half watch half sleep through the movie Trolls.

Artists, if you have children. Make sure they are prepared for an unpredictable school year. Portion out time for your goals and for theirs. I am so thankful for my Artistic Pittsburgh Journey and the balance I've found as a teaching parent.

I'm here for the Healing Artists and the Teaching Parents in Pittsburgh.

Get your alone time, and don't stop.
Just move.

#justkeepswimming
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